tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29168650184825559612011-07-07T21:50:30.324-07:00lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.comBlogger131100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-88366732721004791112010-02-10T00:12:00.000-08:002010-02-10T00:14:00.148-08:00"I feel like I'm in elementary school and my best bud just moved to Texas and now we can't play street fighter 2 anymore..." - oh man I'm in love hard.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-8836673272100479111?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-81821393390616480272009-01-22T00:24:00.000-08:002009-01-22T00:25:28.986-08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">This is preposterous.</span><br />I need to fill my head.<br />guh.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-8182139339061648027?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-6357832964678110392009-01-16T05:28:00.000-08:002009-01-16T05:35:52.925-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/SXCMoktjMpI/AAAAAAAAAEM/iqwf2iwWaMA/s1600-h/love_torn.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/SXCMoktjMpI/AAAAAAAAAEM/iqwf2iwWaMA/s200/love_torn.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5291884190837715602" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">I just don't know. I just don't want anyone then.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-635783296467811039?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-13884778682767883852008-12-10T02:25:00.003-08:002010-02-05T13:21:58.687-08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Today<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/ST-ZoIRM6AI/AAAAAAAAAEE/OnYrlmaJXsA/s1600-h/n1065090146_30091806_7225.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/ST-ZoIRM6AI/AAAAAAAAAEE/OnYrlmaJXsA/s200/n1065090146_30091806_7225.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278106202994960386" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">I have decided to just be this wind, this force of constant love.<br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Within myself. With everyone. In everything. With every thing.<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I will be the change I want to see in the world !!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-1388477868276788385?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-16122122104128604642008-08-31T19:24:00.000-07:002008-09-06T03:50:12.608-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/SMJcLfVRTCI/AAAAAAAAAC0/O42Wgx0I62k/s1600-h/venus-flytrap1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/SMJcLfVRTCI/AAAAAAAAAC0/O42Wgx0I62k/s200/venus-flytrap1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5242854268671708194" /></a><br /><div>I just bought one of these today. It's exciting, amusing and a bit eerie-creepy, yet somehow I'm really into it. Now my Venus Flytrap, 'Devil's Snare', can keep the rather lonely Aloe Vera, 'Ükümé', company. Oh, adorable chlorophyll confidants.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-1612212210412860464?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-34255003566588952462008-06-29T01:55:00.000-07:002009-01-16T05:37:26.097-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/SGdu94JMNAI/AAAAAAAAACs/iCwkuZfvZI4/s1600-h/n1065090018_30040936_7066.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/SGdu94JMNAI/AAAAAAAAACs/iCwkuZfvZI4/s200/n1065090018_30040936_7066.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217260702654018562" border="0" /></a><br />I wonder how many times the phrase<br />"I'm terrible with names"<br />was used in the world today.<br /><br />And I wonder how many times<br />I must have said the word "the" today.<br /><br />I wonder about the feeling<br />of being pulled downward<br />by the force of gravity<br />and why we don't notice it<br />makes me wonder too.<br /><br />Let's do this thing<br />where we pretend things don't really happen<br />and carry on<br />because it's effortless and easier.<div><br /></div><div>Oh;</div><div>We already do.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-3425500356658895246?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-60408216030132871512008-06-18T00:43:00.000-07:002008-06-18T18:13:47.423-07:00I just smoked Mugwort.<br />I cannot wait for what unfolds next...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-6040821603013287151?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-45784451859240344902008-06-07T18:37:00.000-07:002010-02-05T13:19:51.363-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/SEs6ocW75SI/AAAAAAAAACk/ISt643Nz-HI/s1600-h/l_11b1ebdbc74a70681fca3ba2f37fb8e7.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JWMHDiWs2zQ/SEs6ocW75SI/AAAAAAAAACk/ISt643Nz-HI/s200/l_11b1ebdbc74a70681fca3ba2f37fb8e7.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209321860465681698" border="0" /></a><br />The Entrance never fails to make my heart leap, weep, bones jump and spirit frolic.<br />Bummer they're not playing again 'till August. Recording blues.<br /><br />PIX L8...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-4578445185924034490?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-37454940740629305282008-05-26T06:22:00.001-07:002008-05-26T06:22:42.915-07:00"Fear is the mind-killer<br />Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration<br />I will face my fear<br />I will permit it to pass over me and through me<br />When it is gone I shall turn the inner eye to see its path<br />Where the fear was there will be nothing<br />In the end, only I will remain"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-3745494074062930528?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-24094975706666237962008-05-21T05:32:00.000-07:002008-07-26T13:35:55.777-07:00<div style="border: 1px solid ;" align="center"><b><u>mood:</u></b><br /><img src="http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b350/veemood/chipper.png" border="1" /><br />5:33 am life-lovin' &amp; chipper<br /><br /><b><u>sounds:</u></b><br />"This is how we do it" by Montel Jordan</div><div><br /></div>SANTA CRUZ LOVE!<br /><div><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb301/veepix7/n1065090082_30058792_4836.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></div><div><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb301/veepix7/n1065090082_30058811_464.jpg" alt="" border="0" /><br /><div><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb301/veepix7/n1065090082_30058803_8134.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></div><div><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb301/veepix7/n1065090082_30058814_1358.jpg" alt="" border="0" /><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb301/veepix7/Photo1357-1.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb301/veepix7/Photo1357-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a></div><div>"No. Thank <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">you</span>."<br /><div><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb301/veepix7/Photo1358.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></div><div><br />Today was such a fantastic day, really, just fucking stupendous and everyone seems to agree. Well, I guess it was actually yesterday now, but let's let it ride over into today, okay, guys?<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>And, hey, I truly hope you're safe wherever you are.*</div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-2409497570666623796?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-46644964414265979692008-05-14T04:27:00.000-07:002008-05-14T04:29:08.978-07:00<a href="http://www.viceland.com/int/dd.php?id=1026">http://www.viceland.com/int/dd.php?id=1026</a><div><br /></div><div>The best thing I've fallen asleep reading.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-4664496441426597969?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-16103653224796705462008-05-11T05:29:00.001-07:002010-02-05T14:25:55.967-08:00Finally edited the layout. Hope you think it's cute. --And I wanna test a video:<br /><object height="196" width="235"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/SmKxScWymEI&amp;hl=en"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/SmKxScWymEI&amp;hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="196" width="235"></embed></object><br /><div style="text-align: left;">It works!<br /></div>Hahaha, Young Americans show. Old School. Too good.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-1610365322479670546?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2916865018482555961.post-46235540079002512712008-05-08T05:28:00.000-07:002010-02-05T10:24:04.097-08:00I'm watching SuperBad and it's really, overbearingly bad because I have the biggest hetero boner for Michael Cera's <s>frozen banana</s> talent right now. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">UH</span>, I went there. Anyone quick catch that Arrested Development ref.? Welcome to post nummmmber onnnnne.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2916865018482555961-4623554007900251271?l=lotuschilde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lotuschildehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02909329168771258227noreply@blogger.com0